May was the laziest month for me...i've been stumbling around with nothing to do, just sleep and than wake, sleep and than wake, totally meaningless.. i now suffering a problem is how do i find $400 to paid my rent?it was a struggling for me? next time i must write it down after paying the rent..if not you confuess..i am so out of of this earth, i don't like what i'm doing now, oh lord, if you are God please give the Job that recomended by aunt Deborah, i think it challenging and it can save money..and can disciplin up my life, i don't want to live any non meaningful life..i want to be sucessful, i think i must started to proclaim that this job is MINE!! i need to be a dreamer, look back i never done anything that can make my parents proud, i'm nothing! i can't do anything that can make my self happy and my parents proud.
Oh Lord, do you know, what i am struggling and what i'm confussing?
i something that can make my life happy! i want my life to be meaningful! i pray Lord in three day from now, if you don't tell me about my dream and the roud you have plan for me i'm gonna forget you oh Lord! i really can't effort the rent i needed a place to stay oh Lord..you always tell me not to be scared, Lord i belive in you Lord, please tell me what you should tell me! i can' t stand this kind of life Lord, please bring revelation to me! i know that Lord, you can give me what you have already plan for me! i believe in you oh father!
thanks.. in jesus name ..Amen
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